Friday, October 29, 2010


I am a daughter, a sister, a niece, a cousin, a friend, I am a partner, a student and a young girl.  I am confident and scared, terrified and excited.  I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful.  I am sick and tired.  I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless.  I am broken and whole.  I am misunderstood, miguided and mislead.  I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside.  I dream my dreams, I pray to god and cry my tears.  I smile on the outside while im dying on the inside.  I listen to others who want to listen to me.  I walk on eggshells and walk on fire.  I believe in passion but not true love.  I love you and I push you away.  I want you but not so close.  I am everything and nothing all at once.  Im not a perfect girl.  my hair doesn't stay in place and I spill things a lot.  im pretty clumsy and sometimes I have a broken heart.  my friends and I sometime fight and maybe some days nothing going right.  but when I think about it and take a step back  I remember how amazing life truly is the gurl who has a smile on her face when everything is going wrong, but im the girl that can be in a crowded room and feel so alone.  im the girl that who tells herself everything is going to be alright but im the girl who cries her self to sleep.  im the girl who loves so many people yet I trust no one.  im that girl who seems like the heppiest girl in the world, but all she does i worry.  im the girl that can be satisfied.  im the girl whose searching for something thats not even there and that maybe, juz maybe I like being unperfect..and I want is for you to LOVE me..



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